Ephesians 3:16 That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man;

Even though God allows mans free will to make the choice to convert and believe in Christ Jesus, He must still grant you that privilege. But, do not use this as an excuse as to why you fail to do so, for He is faithful to grant the priviledge according to His promise, and the power to overcome and tear down strongholds (2 Corinthians 10:4, Nahum 3:12).

Pray for yourself, as Paul prayed for the Ephesians, "to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man".